Miles of no left turns

It seams to haunt me, for hours and some times days. This weekly repetition, why do I do it? Is it because I'm looking for some thing that i will never find. I don't look, maybe that is my problem. Problems, so many, only wish they would resolve. Hiding from resolution is what i do, but I want it to stop. Please make it stop. The voices hurt, like the memories that i hold. They stay with me day by day. All i really want to do, is turn left.