Bottle Near End

Thinking that I could do this myself, but that seamed to unfair. I might have been mostly alone for most of my life. It was only 4 years ago that I started to get a regular friend, who I wanted to be here with me. She dose not judge, criticize, or give me strange looks. She’s their for me once a month and makes me happier with every kiss. Bourbon, I’m glad you could join me on my final thoughts. You might change them, you might give me a slur, but friendships always have a price…$34.99 on special.
10:20 Full Bottle
I have asked a lot of questions in my life, but my last question will end it. Just when to ask it is my problem. It could be now or in five, 10, 20 or even 30 years. This would be the result if I had continued as normal. Lately it seams to have been reduced. Recently new obstacles have been pushing me, to a point where the question might be premature. This might ruin it, that is something I do not want.
10:26 Bottle ¾ Full
There is a catalyst to my final question. It brought on worry from none. Though its kind of funny, it was the reaction I wanted. I ask myself, why should I live? At first the answer did not come, then weeks past. Now exactly one month later, a realize that it had be answer the moment I ask the question. To even ask, is to answer.
10:49 Bottle ½ Full
We ask so many questions a day, that we forget them just as quick as we think of them. Most things past us without thought, I hope that happens. For I will not be the only one, their will be moor. Moor deserving of attention. I want them to have that, if that is their wish. It is not my wish. Maybe it will be quick and forgotten.
11:01 Bottle ¼ Full
So now that my last drink near at an end, I still feel it the best idea. Just an idea, that’s what started my life. But it was not mine. I do not agree with ideas, for there is no need for an answer. Questions ruled my life, now I rule them. I picked them apart, threw away the one’s I felt useless. Now left with the one I searched for. It dose not stand over me, I stand over it and hold my head high.
11:11 Bottle Empty
Now?…Yes.

Question every unanswerable question.