Superhero Suicide

I have no reason to bleed anymore, no longer to have a cause. What I first thought was my final victory, a long worked achievement, was something completely different. I brought happiness to so many, but to myself, I only brought sadness. A fight, fought many times, hatred and respect for 19 years, now at an eternal end, no longer to be needed. Will I be remembered? Will what I have done really make a difference? Or was it just all in vein? An old friend gone, my cause gone, the love gone. All that is left is an old useless man, once super hero, now factory minimum wage worker.